You’re here for a reason. Stop being shy. You’re living in one of the most beautiful and exciting cities in the world, with men of impeccable suit game at every corner, and the most incredible journalism/media scene. Stop being so distant from your classmates. Stop feeling inadequate – you got in for a reason.
You know you want to stay in London. You know you can make it here and always go back to New York later. Stop having the mentality that home is only x number of months away. That’s not healthy and you won’t gain anything from this course with those thoughts.
You know if it’s meant to be, it will be. Que sera sera. You may think right now, you ran away to another continent because of everything that happened back home – to go from the highest level of happiness to the absolute dirt bottom. But you didn’t go away because of you know what/whom as much as you want to believe that. You went away because you knew that this was the only way you can finally live the life you always wanted. You can travel and learn beautiful things from people of all nationalities. Don’t be afraid to make those connections. The right person, who will be able to keep up with you and respect you first and foremost, will come when the time is right. Now is not that time, so all you can do is move on and look forward.
And stop reading your horoscope! Stop reading that forum (you know what I’m talking about)!
You said it yourself, this year is going to be the best year of your life. This year, something amazing and incredible will happen. It may be October, but it’s not over yet – plenty of time for something to happen.
And it will happen – don’t stop believing that.